well, well ,well
so good to see this page again. i havent died so dont worry. lets see, hmm well job sux, and its really boring so im trying for a miller lite job, i dont think im doing school next year. im just not college material i think, maybe a trade school or just some good ol time off will helpme out.Im doing some music on and off. expanding some horizons and shit. so we'll see. i hope to get into some acting again sometime soon. I went on a blind date the other nite. wow, you know how those things usually are bad, well this one was awesome. this girl is really attractive great set a....brains. haha. no really shes got great personality. but i dont know her all that well yet. i only know the bit i got too the other nite. hopefully she will call me. ive called her enough already, dont want to be too forward.
now its time for the part where i go into deep thought. War in Iraq. well i dont exactly know the whole schmeal on why were there. i should watch news more often. i was skimming through channels and mtv popped up. Could a station be any more anti war. they show all these people against the war, but they have no valid reasoning to back up their thoughts. goes to show youth doesnt know or care about anything anymore. i think we should be there, but im pretty sure the Iraqy people will not like us after all of this is over. terrorism will come back again i think. on to a lighter subject. Girls. Always a good subject unless your gay. beautiful girls are around everyday. i see them constantly these days. You know how i figure it all. Guys like me, nice guys, dont really know what we want. but when we do we can get it, cuz girls these days like guys who are dicks. guys who use abuse and throw away like nothing happened. I cant do that. my only fault i feel, is when i think a girl likes me, i rush in too fast. ive tried to fix this but i just feel if i like a girl i need to show it and well. i dont know. Guys like me dont get beautiful girls everyday. God doesnt just make those girls. he waits for guys like to wish for her and then they just are.